Huh, russian girls
Today I had a dream about u, and i woke up crying, there are things in life that no one would ever understand, as there are mysteries in World, vera popovich happened in a short while in my life but i will never forget it, since the short time was more meaningful that many other years full of many other things, I understood in the morning that I had never said goodbye to u, not forever, and yesterday night during my dream I did and u told me good bye also… I don’t understand why I loved u so much, and u will never understand too, but I will always remember that the best things in life come just unexpected and the one, who desires to be prepared for that, must pay attention…
Vera u r wonderful, one of the best persons I have ever met, u have a great heart and a great personality, i would like to know and be sure that u will be happy, but since no one could ever know and since I would not walk anymore by your side in life, and most probably I will lose any sign of your existence I will just throw a wish, with all my love, with all my energies, wishing happiness to the most beautiful person I have ever met.
From time ago
Es patético, me haz herido como nunca antes en mi vida, y aún en mi mente repaso si existiera la posibilidad de que te dieras cuenta de tu error, como si de verdad importarás, me dejaste ver de manera cruda lo que eres, y es como si mi necio corazón se negara a entender por horas, lo que ha pasado, escucho cada ruido en el piso creyendo que tu llegarás y que tocarás a mi puerta arrepentida, es casi risible, en el fondo se que eso nunca pasará, pero por alguna razón me aferro a creer, que todo fue un mal sueño, que ese día nunca paso, que sigo viviendo en mi nubecita, en el centro de tu mundo y todas las tonterías que lo rodean… Ojalá en esta vida puedas encontrar alguien que te ame con esa intensidad, alguien que se crea todas tus mentiras, alguien con quien puedas compartir el tiempo, alguien con quien disfrutes tus idas al campo, alguien que entienda tu pasión por las películas de misterio, alguien que te espera a media noche…
Ojalá que ese alguien comprenda el porque juntas tus labios cuando no entiendes algo, y que sepa que te gusta cocinar para dos, y el té verde y que gozas del jazz mientras te bebes una cerveza, y que entienda que le tienes miedo a los ruidos en la noche, y que duermes con la luz prendida cuando tienes miedo, y que ese alguien te escuche todas tus historias y que entienda tus bromas, y que no llore cuando lo dejes, porque eso no se lo deseo a nadie…
My way back
Ich habe züruck gekommen aber jetzt meine name ist Panene.
Aqui podrás leer un poco de mi
and everything related with my normal life
Porn, Category: Fast track
Establishing such a weird conversation over the roof of your old and fancy house of dreams, talking nothing but saying everything, just one glance with those sad sad eyes and I know the whole idea spinning around your mind, every time our eyes fit each other I feel an explosion growing from my stomach to my brain, like a chemical reaction burning the cells who allowed my body to feel, is like being poisoned and realizing it without doing anything.
I always ask myself why the beauty attracts the craziness, craziness drive to insanity, insanity robes the innocence and innocence provokes sexuality as well as sexuality creates the beauty…
Like in your vane game, the parasites were exiting my nipples dancing around, like ten thousand black cannibals having an orgy around the fire, and your eyes in the background, innocent, pure…
Is time to leave me and come back with your clingy, needy guy, who will have more than a million orgasms without making you feel something, not even boredom, just ….
Is too difficult for a pure heart to realize that sexual attraction is not even related with the feelings in your heart, it may even get control over it, making an overwhelming charge in your sweet little heart…
Just gotta leave it not concluded, as you and me, as our poor love fading away in the darkness of our souls…
Love
I gotta say that I used to like the foolish, love stories with nice end, even the most stupid, and is not a secret, I may say that love is something i just cannot resist, falling again and again in love, is so easy for me, I just dont understand sometimes but… i fall again,
Es difícil definir el amor, es algo indescifrable y que se siente desde el principio desde que conoces a la persona, y es solo es cuestión de tiempo descubrirlo… a veces 5 minutos, a veces años, cuando trato de entender la relación entre atracción y amor, no escribo nada… pero me queda claro en la mente, aunque después me confunda
I love the love in secret is such a romantic way to show it all, and then it blows up as a poem in a kiss or a frenetic and uncontrolled show of affection, I cannot just explain the chemistry going on in a body when experiencing the moment of facing to be loved or to be rejected… is everything going in seconds, your faith, your long hours of thinking and repeating the moment and having all kind of scenarios in your mind, to finish with an unplanned and not controlled result…
This is a no brainer question, you love or you not, that’s it, is easy, and is complicated, it just happens as easy as it goes, sometimes you may be confused but is not confusion actually is just a matter of decision and understanding of yourself, so it may sound even harder to realize, but is not…
Someone says world goes by the hand of love, and the problem actually is that is not true, love is not so easy to find, is not so easy to work on, and people always take the easy way, running out of real love… and avoiding the nice part of being alive…
